where do I start.. tribal mentality, lack of true democracy, people bugging into your own personal life, superficial people, conservative imposed laws, the combination of expensive everything and 30000-/year income, discrimination... only to name a few..

besides, I wasn't born here anyway.. and all my childhood memories are in eastern europe (where I wish to live in for good), there's always people who keep telling me that I don't belong here although I'm a citizen of this country, people who keep saying when ever an issue of discrimination or corruption is being raised: love it or leave it.. so I'M LEAVING IT! I'm so sick and tired of fighting this the whole time!!

D; i want to better understand the fear we feel in Amman, so i will ask you: what do you fear? And if it is even possibile to know why you fear it?

Ghassan; why do you hope you are not still here to find out? Why do you want to leave? Where do yu want to go?

Just like it is today! :) I would like it to be cleaner, better, less bumps/holes in the streets.. etc. :)