wow... big questions...

crying well the last time i cried was a few days ago because i was very homesick and I just wanted to come home, but a lot of other things were going on too... I didnt want to cry infront of anyone I knew so I took to the streets of the strange city I was in and just walked and cried for a bit.

I dotn usually cry a lot but I do tear up and shed one or two tears a lot - it could be anything that just creates a lot of emotion in me - happy, sad or angry. and so depeding on when and where I either dotn care if someone sees me or I do.

I do warn people I go to the movies with though... I am a crier ;)

Generally speaking, it is hard for me to cry, and if feel the urge to do it I consider it a very private thing. I hate to cry in front of any one. Though I believe that crying is stress relief. I feel peace after a good cry.
I just lost the capability to cry along the way, maybe it is part of growing up. I feel embarrassed when close people are crying & sentiment while i am acting cool. It disconnects me from them but I can't help it.

When do i cry! I can't remember the situations but what comes to me mind are:
- If one of my nephews or niece is sick & in real pain, it is hard for me to hold my tears.
- When I see the pain in the eyes of people who are going through starvation and war like during Gaza.